Standstill.

May 23

I wanted to go to sleep so that I wouldn’t have to think because the only thing I could think was how much it hurt because there was no room for anything else in my head, but I couldn’t go to sleep and I just had to sit there and there was nothing to do except to wait and to hurt. - Mark Haddon, The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-time

- To my brother. He is missed dearly.

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Sep 30

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Miles Davis, by Don Hunstein, 1956

Sep 22

“

Wait for the person who pursues you, the one who will make an ordinary moment seem magical, the kind of person who brings out the best in you and makes you want to be a better person.

Wait for the person who will be your best friend, the only person who will drop everything to be with you at any time no matter what the circumstances, for the person who makes you smile like no one else and when they smile you know they need you. Wait for the person who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweat and a t-shirt, but appreciates it when you get dressed up for them.

And most of all wait for the person who will put you at the center of their universe, because that’s where you belong.

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Jun 28

“That’s what happens sometimes. Friendships are lost, altered, damaged. People change, or you simply finally appreciate who they have been all along. And so you realize they don’t have a space in your life anymore. Doesn’t matter how long it’s been, how deep it’s gone. It happens, it ends. You move on.” (via iamnocturnal) (via daffodilet) (via pickmeadaisy) (via poeticheartache)

May 14

“To look life in the face, always, to look life in the face and to know it for what it is. At last to know it, to love it for what it is, and then, to put it away. Always the years between us, always the years. Always the love. Always the hours.” The Hours

“But it’s hard to stay mad, when there’s so much beauty in the world. Sometimes I feel like I’m seeing it all at once, and it’s too much, my heart fills up like a balloon that’s about to burst… And then I remember to relax, and stop trying to hold on to it, and then it flows through me like rain and I can’t feel anything but gratitude for every single moment of my little life…” American Beauty

May 13

“When you’re struggling with something, look at all the people around you and realize that every single person you see is struggling with something, and to them, it’s just as hard as what you’re going through.” - Dear John

Feb 17

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Jan 28

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This is definitely mine, I wrote this and it is a very personal journal entry. What is happening.